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Eyes of the Emperor by Graham Salisbury ©
2005.
All rights reserved.
Honolulu,
August 1941
The Spirit
of Japan
I'd be lying if I said I wasn't afraid.
"Bad, bad times," Pop mumbled just yesterday,
scowling to himself in the boatyard while reading
the Japanese newspaper, Hawaii Hochi. He mashed his
lips together and tossed the paper into the trash.
I pulled it out when he wasn't looking.
Some haole businessmen were saying all Japanese in
Hawaii should be confined to the island of Molokai.
Those white guys thought there were too many of us
now; we were becoming too powerful. The tension
outside Japanese camp in Honolulu was so tight you
could almost hear it snapping in the air.
And to make things worse, Japan, Pop's homeland, was
stirring up big trouble.
In 1931, when I was six, the Japanese invaded
Manchuria, and they had been pushing deeper into
China ever since. Less than a year ago, they'd
signed up with Germany and Italy to form the Axis,
all of them looking for more land, more power. Then,
just last month, Japan flooded into Cambodia and
Thailand.
And my homeland, the U.S.A., was getting angry.
President Roosevelt was negotiating with Japan to
stop its invasions and get out of China, but nothing
seemed to be working.
And for every American of Japanese ancestry, Pop was
right--these were bad, bad times.
That summer I'd just turned sixteen.
Me and my younger brother, Herbie, who was thirteen,
helped Pop build boats in his boatyard, a business
he'd had since he and Ma came to Hawaii from
Hiroshima in 1921. Pop had been making sampan-style
fishing boats all his life. He had a skilled
apprentice named Bunichi, fresh off the boat from
Japan by two years. With all of us helping out,
Pop's business managed to survive.
We were finishing up a new forty-footer for a haole
from Kaneohe, the first boat Pop had ever made for a
white guy. And there would be more, because Pop's
reputation had grown beyond Japanese camp. Without
question, there was no better boatbuilder in these
islands than Koji Okubo, my pop.
We'd been working on this one for more than seven
months now, ten hours a day, six days a week.
I was painting the hull bright white over primed
wood soaked in boiled linseed oil. I had to strain
the paint through fine netting so it would go on
like silk, leaving no room for the smallest mistake.
Pop lived in the Japanese way of dame oshi, which
meant everything had to be perfect.
The paint fumes were getting to me, so I climbed
down off the ladder to go out back for some fresh
air.
A small, flea-infested mutt got up and followed me
into the sun. I'd found him a couple of months ago
licking oil off old engine parts in the boatyard,
and I'd given him some of my lunch. Now that ratty
dog stuck to me like glue. I called him Sharky
because he growled and showed teeth to everyone but
me. Pop didn't like him, but he let him live at the
shop to chase away nighttime prowlers.
Pop's shop was right on the water, and just as I
walked outside, a Japanese destroyer was heading out
of Honolulu Harbor, passing by so close I could hit
it with a slingshot. A long line of motionless and
orderly guys in white uniforms stood on deck gazing
back at the island.
I squinted, studying them as Sharky settled by my
feet. Pop suddenly ghosted up next to me, wiping his
hands on a paint rag. I could see him in the corner
of my eye.
He was forty-eight years old and starting to get a
bouncy stomach. A couple inches shorter than me,
about five three. His undershirt was white and
clean, tucked into khaki pants that hung on him like
drying laundry, bunched at his waist with a piece of
rope. He had short gray hair that prickled up on his
tan head. As usual, he was scowling.
Sharky got up and moved away.
Pop pointed his chin toward the destroyer. "That's
something, ah?" he said in Japanese. "Look at all
those fine young men."
They looked proud, all right.
"To them," Pop went on, unusually talkative, "the
Emperor is like a god. They would be grateful to die
for him."
Grateful to die?
Pop's eyes brightened. "The spirit of Satsuma," he
said. "That's what lives in those boys--the
unbeatable fighting spirit of Satsuma."
He nodded in admiration, then continued on over to
the lumber pile to look for something.
What Pop said gave me the willies, because he wanted
me and Herbie to be just like those navy guys, all
full up with the national spirit of Japan, Yamato
Damashii. Pop kept a cigar box of cash savings
hidden somewhere in the house, money to send us back
to Tokyo or Hiroshima to learn about our heritage.
"You are Japanese," he would say. "How can you learn
about your culture and tradition if you don't go to
Japan?"
Sure, but what if I got there and war came because
the U.S. and Japan couldn't work things out? What if
I got trapped and dragged into the Japanese army--or
navy, like those guys on that ship? What would I do
then? Because I sure didn't feel that kind of
spirit. I wasn't a Japan Japanese.
I was an American.
Pop's newspaper had said that people around Honolulu
were worried they had a "Japanese problem" on their
hands--us. What would Japanese Americans do if Japan
and the U.S. went to war? Where would our loyalties
lie?
It was ridiculous, because there was nothing to
worry about.
Eyes of the Emperor by Graham Salisbury ©
2005.
All rights reserved.
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